I need my belove darling

Someday i guess i am not been at here,I don't know what had happen to me recently i feel a painful in my head.I get a lots of pressure for every times.Maybe again need to stay hospital for a long long time again.I really miss you my dear.I really really miss you.The day the sky had shown in the sunny day,i really cant stop the pain in my head.I almost die...I try to think,I need to change,don't be so pressure.But i can't,keep worry my dear.I really cant stop it.What will happen to the next.Is that dangerous in my health?I don't want to become a sick people that always fall a sick.I need my beloved darling..muacks...love you lots..you are the only one,you are my everything.i love u forever

Accident...

Yesterday was raining day...I don't know what happen,i feel worry,and i feel pressure..Just drop by my beloved darling back to house.After that she drop her phone in my car.I phone up her friends to told her that she drop something in my car.I cant phone to her because some reason.After that i receive a message for her friend told me that she cant out to get the phone.So i just slowly drive back to my house for a rest.On the way back to home,i receive her sister phone and force me to said something.I said that i am driving.Maybe i call back later when i reach house.She ask me to call back her at 5minutes time,how should i call her when i am driving?After that i stop at station,i phone back to her sister.Her sister scold me and keep saying me,i told myself to be calm,don't worry..don't pressure..everything is fine..After that her sister ask me to take back the things that my beloved darling drop by in my car to return back to her sister.I made a U-TURN,turn back to my beloved house.On the way that time,i get and accident in an arc corner.I bang a tree.I almost die in the crash.2 Air Bag was out,because the impact of the crash is too strong.I knock my head to the airbag and my right hand knock into the door.I don't know what had happen.I fell worry to you my dear.I really scare they will beat you again..I really miss you.In the few seconds,got a people knock my door to open and told me i knock a tree.i don't even know what happen to me..When i come out from my car,i told that guy to bring me to my darling house to return the things to her sister,the guy told to me,your head bleed already,you need go to hospital.I say i am fine.nothings.please bring me to my darling house.The guy drove me to darling house,i reach there already.i press the door bell,but didn't have any respond to me,then i walk to darling malay neighbour house,neighbour said that darling already out with her family,at that time i gonna fain at the floor.In a mean time my cousin came to darling house to look at me,he ask me go hospital.When i arrive at hospital,doctor sent me to X-RAY in the emergency ward.my head bleed again at that time,get an injection in my hand,and my right hand broke.After that i take medicine and dressing up my injurt part.By the way i recover a bit,to my beloved darling,please don't worry..I LOVE YOU ALWAYS...MUACKSS,I VERY MISS YOU.T.T its painful..

A Happy Day...

Today wait my darling after school,after that we boarded to Gurnney Plaza for our lunch..It is about 2pm.Drop by to Breeks..called Ice strawberry lemon tea and a pasta for lunch.Every moment I watching my pig sweet smile at me.It is so sweet.I love you.But today sick already...anyways must take more care of yourself and drink more water.Remember to take care our own health is more important than everything.Try to relax don't be stress.I MISS YOU LOTS +LOVE YOU LOTS! It is a happy day for you and me today...